Be honest…you read the Bible, and your mind knows God’s love is real, that His promises are true, but somehow it hasn’t made its way down into your heart. You want to pray, to open up to Him fully, but your voice feels stuck, and your heart whispers, “I’m not enough.” There’s a subtle barrier between you and Him, like a wall you can’t quite see, keeping His presence just out of reach. You long for rest in His love, yet anxiety and doubt pull at you daily. You love Him, you thank Him, you believe, but it doesn’t feel like enough. Intimacy feels fragile, fleeting, or even impossible. Forgiveness (toward yourself or others) feels heavy or unreachable, and facing old pain feels too risky. Deep down, you know freedom and restoration are available because of what others say, yet you’ve been stuck somewhere in between, craving connection but unsure how to step across the wall you feel in your heart.
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Christian women hire me to process past trauma, so they can experience true rest and a reconciled relationship with God - free from shame, fear, and hidden pain.
I help Christian women uncover the roots of their past pain and walk into the fruit of God’s healing. My work combines scripture-centered discipleship, prayer ministry, and trauma-informed practices to bring lasting transformation, not just head knowledge, but an embodied, felt relationship with God.
I know what it’s like to carry hidden roots. My childhood was marked by abuse, neglect, and a home life that felt unstable and unsafe. By my teens, I was searching for love and escape in many ways that left me broken. I battled with drug addiction, self-sabotaging choices, and relationships that only mirrored the wounds I carried for many years. I even sought healing in places that deepened my pain - spending a decade in witchcraft and the adult industry - before God met me through Deuteronomy 18:10-12.
Slowly, patiently, His love began to water the dry soil of my heart.
Hi, I'm Sophie!
servant, girl mom + trauma mentor living in the english countryside
In an emotionally safe and Spirit-led space, we gently uncover the roots that have shaped your inner world and your relationship with God. Together, we invite Christ into the places formed through prenatal and childhood wounds, developmental and relational trauma, generational patterns, unforgiveness, and learned survival responses.
What once helped you endure may now be quietly limiting intimacy, trust, and freedom. These roots often influence more than we realise, like how safe you feel with God, how freely you pray or receive His love, the inner whispers that shape your identity, patterns of sabotage or emotional withdrawal, how your nervous system responds to stress, conflict, or closeness, and whether peace feels steady or fleeting.
Root to Fruit is not surface-level insight or behavior modification. It is a deeper work of sanctification - where biblical truth becomes a lived, embodied reality.
Through guided reflection, gentle nervous system regulation, contemplative prayer practices such as Lectio Divina, and Spirit-led inner healing work, you will learn to:
- Feel true rest with God, not just believe you should
- Experience God's healing as relational and transformative
- Recognise and soften survival patterns
- Cultivate care for rejuvenation and nervous system repair
- Live from secure identity rather than fear
It is for the woman ready to let God into the deepest, most tender places of her heart - and her body.
Root to Fruit
"Feeling God's grief over my father was just so healing. To understand God's heart around my earthly father's behaviour was mind-blowing. I love what the Lord is doing through you and I do believe my fiancee is from God, so the fact that the work we did preceded our relationship in such an obvious way is special indeed." - Georgia, Canada
"The financial investment that I made for the 3 months has transformed the entire rest of my life and resulted in an eternal impact. I truly believe that God used this mentorship to save my life. Please do not let anything stop you." - Alison, U.S
"The biggest hindrance I was experiencing was just the overwhelming mental torment, shame and condemnation that was keeping me from being able to draw close to God. I have gotten so much freedom and breakthrough from that. I'm truly grateful and I feel that I have entered into a brand new season. This mentorship has been nothing but a blessing." - Alison, U.S
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