I see you loving Jesus and praising God for your salvation, where your mind knows God’s love is real and that His promises are true, but somehow there's still a voice within you that wonders if they’re true for you. It's not that you enjoy feeling this way, you want to pray and open up to Him fully, yet your heart carries the weight of wondering if you have to be someone different to be accepted by Him. When wounds of the past go unnoticed, it can be easy to assume God will treat us the same way as others did, simply because the healing hasn’t yet taken place. I know you so desperately long to rest in His love, yet you think if you just try a little harder to read your Bible and pray, maybe it’ll happen, only to have your faith turn into striving, every single time. We can fill our minds all we want with information about God, but when the pain lives in a deeper place, in emotional memories and beliefs formed in childhood, it becomes easy to project our pain onto God. Trauma doesn't fade with time; it often settles into the heart, and when left unhealed, keeps bearing fruit in our lives. So, if you've been doing all of the right things like attending church and reading God's Word but still feel like rest, safety, intimacy, and good fruit are impossible, it may not be a discipline issue - sometimes it's a heart issue.
Welcome, Sister. There's space for you here.
For Christian women who are ready to process past trauma, so they can experience true rest and a reconciled relationship with God - free from shame, fear, and hidden pain.
I help Christian women uncover the roots of their past pain and walk into the fruit of God’s healing. My work combines scripture-centered discipleship, prayer ministry, and trauma-informed practices to bring lasting transformation, not just head knowledge, but an embodied, felt relationship with God.
I know what it’s like to carry hidden bitter roots. My childhood was marked by abuse, neglect, and a home life that felt unstable and unsafe. By my teens, I was searching for love and escapism in many ways that left me broken and spiritually dead. I battled with drug addiction, self-sabotaging choices, and relationships that only mirrored the wounds I carried for many years. I even sought healing in places that deepened my pain - spending a decade in witchcraft and the adult industry - before God met me through Deuteronomy 18:10-12.
Slowly, patiently, His love began to water the dry soil of my heart.
Hi, I'm Sophie!
servant, girl mom + trauma mentor living in the english countryside
In an emotionally safe and Spirit-led space, we gently uncover the roots that have shaped your inner world and your relationship with God. Together, we invite Christ into the places formed through prenatal and childhood wounds, developmental and relational trauma, generational patterns, and learned survival responses.
What once helped you endure may now be quietly limiting intimacy with God, good fruit in your life and a felt sense of true freedom. Bitter roots often influence more than we realise, such as how safe you feel with God, how freely you pray or receive His love, the inner whispers that shape your identity, patterns of sabotage or emotional withdrawal, how your nervous system responds to stress, conflict, or closeness, and whether rest feels enjoyable or foreign.
Root to Fruit is not surface-level insight or behaviour modification. It is a deeper work of sanctification - where partnering with God becomes a lived, embodied reality.
Through counselling, nervous system regulation, contemplative prayer practices and Spirit-led inner healing work, you will learn to:
- Feel true rest with God, not just believe you should
- Experience God's healing as relational and transformative
- Recognise and soften survival patterns
- Cultivate care for healing and nervous system repair
- Live from secure identity rather than lies which have been on repeat for years
Root to Fruit
"Feeling God's grief over my father was just so healing. To understand God's heart around my earthly father's behaviour was mind-blowing. I love what the Lord is doing through you and I do believe my fiancee is from God, so the fact that the work we did preceded our relationship in such an obvious way is special indeed." - Georgia, Canada
"The financial investment that I made for the 3 months has transformed the entire rest of my life and resulted in an eternal impact. I truly believe that God used this mentorship to save my life. Please do not let anything stop you." - Alison, U.S
"The biggest hindrance I was experiencing was just the overwhelming mental torment, shame and condemnation that was keeping me from being able to draw close to God. I have gotten so much freedom and breakthrough from that. I'm truly grateful and I feel that I have entered into a brand new season. This mentorship has been nothing but a blessing." - Alison, U.S
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